Monday, March 26, 2007 . 8:54 PM

Sorry for not posting for so long . My room's comp
were abit out-of-shape than. It was like 10 days ago before i
last posted right?

Ya .. things have been going out of hand here and then ..
i tolerated but this is what i get. i'm starting to lose confident
again. The confident that i took many years to gather .. now
its broken again and i have to pick it up bits and pieces before
putting them together..

Hate my life, hate everything ..

I'm not going to rake up the 'thingS' that destroy my everything ..
close friends of mine should know. today just get hold my 2
"secrets", 1 shatters my heart, another, breaks my confident.

Notice a difference in my writings today? Me too dunno why
but just feel like writing 'perfect' english for blog.

If there's anyone who can help mi, he should be kira of DeathNote.